If there is such a thing as love, then I'm in trouble.  Once upon a time there was a little girl, too scared to open her heart to anyone. A shy girl who never once dreamed of falling in love. One day, shy girl wrote a poem of her heart. She was unaware of her hopes and dreams and she was unaware of how lonely she was in her heart. One day, she shared that poem and a boy told her that he felt alot of those feelings as well. They talked for hours and she found they had alot in common. That night she went to bed and found that she couldn't put that boy out of her mind. She found she wanted to know everything about the boy. She learned that no matter how hard he tried his face rendered her every thought. At night her dreams were of this boy holding her and telling her that he loved her. This scared her. She couldn't be in love, she hardly knew him. That summer they talked everyday. She felt very close to him. He had her heart, but they were just friends. She told him how she felt and to her surprise, he told her he felt the same. "I love you too." Shy girl counldn't help herself, she began to cry. She loved this boy with all of her heart, but the distance between them made it hard for them to act upon it. One day, the boy announced that he had a girlfriend. Shy girl couldn't believe it. He sounded so happy. How could he just give up on thier love? She waited around for him to call her, or give some sign that he still cared, but he hadn't. She tried to forget about him, but she couldn't. So she sat around and waited. So many obsticles stood in the way of the boy and shy girl, but she couldn't let this one get away. I'll wait for this boy forever. Hes got my heart...

...I wish I had his.

Its IMPOSSIBLE to not be in love with taking pictures down in Old Tinley. Everything down there is so fresh and alive. It puts you in the Out-of-town-don't-have-to-school-and-do-homework-and-never-stress-about-life mood. And I love it.

And heres Mors Ad Amor. Death To Love. Not the livelyest of my shots taken of that night, but heres the view of the boys.  "You wanna fuck with my heart? Well then I've give you a heart to fuck with. You wanna say shit that rips us apart, but you don't know what my stapler can silence...."

And heres Dave. lol he likes this one...

Maybe more later.

I finally fixed my computer. And this excites me. I have a new tattoo idea of getting The Used Heart with the rope around it, putting the rope around my neck and the heart over my heart. Cute huh?  Anyway...this is my lastest tattoo...

And so the way KT did her eyemakeup needed to be captured, so I stole the image and painted it pretty. I love the way it came out.

The prolly one of my first eyeshots ever was Lyssas....

And yeh. I broke my camra and its really makes me sad because I've been really getting into taking pictures lately. I have all these cool shot ideas, but I need a new camra. Makes me sad.

I'm really emotionly tired right now and I wish I had all my friends back, I know I took a huge leap of absence from them all, but I have reasons for it. I mean pretending to be someone your not itsn't being true to yourself, so I wish they'd stop changing so much. I'm scared to lose a good friend over this...

 I've decided that I'm in love with eye pictures. 

This is KTs SAME eye as the first one just now its a different color. Color changing eyes. Woot.

So pretty.  As heard from the movie The Crow...All the power in the world resides in the eyes.  Eyes tell alot about a person. I love the beauty and the power. Love the personity in the makeup.  Love the difference in every single eye. Love it.

Yay! *falls over*